You always think that you have everything under control and you are ready for the next step in life...then you have this doubt...this uncertainty. Lack of faith it is. I have experienced this uncertainty from time to time since we have felt the direction to pack and move...not everything has been answered and revealed yet so it gives me a sense of doubt that it will not work out. Then, I turn on the radio, attend a church service or Bible Study, or whatever it may be, and I hear from the Lord. He is like, Regina, listen to me. I will provide. After lunch yesterday, I walked back to my truck and sat in the seat. Turned on the ignition. Looked up to God with complete PEACE and told Him, "OK, God. I am ready now to move..." Move as in the sense of leaving Houston or move in the sense of going to the next step in this path He is taking us. A little of both really. I just had to finally come to the point in my life where I knew I couldn't keep going in that same direction. How awesome it felt to just sit there with complete peace and NO doubt. Thank you Lord :)
Another note, God has touched my heart to refrain from the worldly matters and social sites that my mind was becoming more addicting to and to bury myself in Him more. I will begin to devote more of my free time to this blog as I put my whole heart and attention to bringing Glory to him. This is something that I feel led to do. I will stay in touch with each of you as we move closer to where the Lord is leading us. I will just not be as active. I know that the Lord has blessed me with wonderful friends and has re-established old relationships through these social networking sites.
Much love to you all and remember that "Grace be to you and peace from God our Father and from the Lord Jesus Christ." 2 Corinthians 1:2
